CV
Xiaomeng Qiao 乔晓萌
Psychoanalyst | Writer | Researcher | Educator
xiaomeng.qiao.ayame9joe@gmail.com | hekukaixin.com | ORCID: 0009-0003-2301-7446
Research interests: Psychoanalysis, Chinese culture, gender & sexuality, queer studies, Buddhism
Education
- PsyaD, Psychoanalysis, Society and Culture — Boston Graduate School of Psychoanalysis (BGSP) (2024–present)
- MA, Psychoanalytic Research — The Tavistock and Portman NHS Foundation Trust, UK (2022–2024)
- MA, Game Design and Creative Practice — Communication University of China (2011–2014)
- BS, Geographic Information Systems (Minor: Psychology) — Beijing Normal University (2007–2011)
Psychoanalytic Training
- Psychoanalytic Training (PTP), ICPLA (2023–present)
- Expanding Psychoanalytic Practice in Communities, APsaA / IPA / CFS (2025–2026)
- P-HOLE (Psychoanalytic Hub for Online Liberatory Education) (2025–2026)
- Psychodynamic Psychotherapy (Child & Adolescent), Chicago Psychoanalytic Institute (2020–2024)
- Psychoanalytic Psychotherapy (Adult), International Psychotherapy Institute (2019–2021)
Professional Memberships
- International Psychoanalytical Association (IPA) — Psychoanalyst Candidate
- American Psychoanalytic Association (APsaA) — Psychoanalyst Candidate
- International Psychoanalytic Studies Organization (IPSO) — Member
- International Association for Psychoanalytic Self Psychology (IAPSP) — Member
- Chicago Psychoanalytic Society — Candidate Member
- Association for Psychosocial Studies (APS), UK — Member
Awards & Fellowships
- 2027 — APsaA Lee Jaffe Candidates' Council Paper Prize (Finalist/Winner)
- 2026 — IPA Research Training Programme (RTP) Fellowship, Toronto
- 2026 — Journal of LGBTQ+ Mental Health, Outstanding Trainee Paper Award (Winner)
- 2025 — APsaA Committee on Gender & Sexuality, Ralph Roughton Paper Award (Runner-up)
- 2025 — ICPLA Gender, Sexuality, LGBTQ+ Essay Award
- 2024 — Chicago Psychoanalytic Institute, Erika Schmidt Essay Prize (First Prize)
Peer-Reviewed Publications
Published
- Qiao, X. (2026). Becoming Myself: Transgender Authentic Selfhood in the Chinese Context and Transgender Self-Experience. Psychoanalytic Inquiry, 47(5). DOI
- Qiao, X. (2025). From Silence to Song: True Self-Emergence Through Creative Mourning. Studies in Gender and Sexuality, 26(4), 318–330. DOI
- Qiao, X. (2025). Deprivation and disruption: The development of narcissistic vulnerability and toxic masculinity in some Chinese contexts. Psychoanalysis, Self and Context, 20(2), 237–253. DOI
- Qiao, X. (2025). Gaming the unconscious: The relational and social unconscious in a contemporary Chinese case study. Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy in China, 8(1–2), 14–24. DOI
- Qiao, X. (2025). The role of social media in shaping mental health discourse: A case study of China's psychoanalysis and counselling narratives. Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy in China, 8(1–2), 115–125. DOI
- Qiao, X. (2024). Mother archetypes in Chinese cultural narratives: A psychoanalytic perspective. Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy in China, 7(1–2), 139–153. DOI
Forthcoming / Accepted
- Qiao, X. (forthcoming). Ghostly Persistence: Disavowal, Remainder, and the Indigestible Queer Subject in China. Journal of LGBTQ+ Mental Health. [2026 Outstanding Trainee Paper Award]
- Qiao, X. (in press, 2026). Self-Hollowing: Ghosts Within Ourselves. Psychoanalysis, Self and Context. DOI
- Qiao, X. (forthcoming). Oedipal Variations in Chinese Luoshan Motif. Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy in China.
Invited
- Qiao, X. (invited). Confusion of Tongues in the Chinese Context. Psychoanalytic Inquiry (journal commission).
- Qiao, X. (invited). Chapter in Radicalising Contemporary Psychoanalysis: Theories and Tools for Resistance (edited volume; proposal accepted).
- Qiao, X. (invited). Article for special issue "Psychoanalysis, Politics, and Public Humanities." Humanities.
- Qiao, X. (invited). The Good Fit: Klein's Internalization of Causality and the Coloniality of Psychoanalytic Reception in China. In Eliza-Christie, A. P. (Ed.), Queer and Decolonial Readings in Psychoanalysis: A Reckoning and Invitation.
- Qiao, X. (invited). Article for special issue "AI and Psychoanalysis." The Psychoanalytic Review.
Professional Publications
- Qiao, X. (2026). Murakami's Traumatic Cities: When Time Stops in the Unconscious. The Psychoanalytic Quarterly (Substack).
- Qiao, X. (2026). What School Are You? The American Psychoanalyst.
- Qiao, X. (2026). Between Worlds: A Chinese Analyst's Journey. Room: A Sketchbook for Analytic Action.
- Qiao, X. (2026). The Inner Negotiator: AI as Transitional Object and Echo in the Treatment of Complex Trauma. APsaA Committee on AI Report.
- Qiao, X. (2025). Between Two Names. The American Psychoanalyst.
- Qiao, X. (2025). The Shadow of the Dead Mother. The American Psychoanalyst.
- Qiao, X. (2025). The Seen and the Unseen: AI's Disquieting Impact. Room: A Sketchbook for Analytic Action.
- Qiao, X. (2025). AI Assisted Creation and Narcissistic Predicament. APsaA Committee on AI Report.
- Qiao, X. (forthcoming 2027). Dear Candidate [Chinese translation]. 万千心理.
Invited Talks & Presentations
- Keynote Address. Division 39 (APA) 46th Annual Spring Meeting, "The Power of Tongues," April 2027.
- Compulsive Translation and the Defensive Production of Certainty. APsaA National Meeting, 2027 (Lee Jaffe Prize presentation).
- IPA Research Training Programme (RTP) Fellowship. IPA, Toronto, October 2026.
- Understanding Chinese Subjectivity: Growth Rings, Psychoanalytic Development, and Clinical Implications. British Psychoanalytic Foundation (BPF), 2026.
- Ghostly Persistence: Disavowal, Remainder, and the Indigestible Queer Subject in China. Journal of LGBTQ+ Mental Health, 2026.
- Shidafu and Narcissistic Structure (士大夫与自恋结构). Association for Psychosocial Studies (APS), Emerging Scholars Series, July 2026.
- Cisteria! A Psychoanalysis Against Anti-Trans Panics. Pre-Conference Workshop, Division 39 Spring Meeting, 2026.
- Roundtable. Room, April 2026.
- Cultural Sensitivity in Psychoanalytic Education. Chicago Psychoanalytic Institute, 2026.
- Narcissistic Vulnerability and Toxic Masculinity. Chicago Psychoanalytic Institute, 2024.
- Psychoanalytic Perspectives on Transgender Experience. Queer China UK, 2021.
- Chinese Video Game Criticism Archive. Chinese DiGRA, Hong Kong, 2017.
Teaching
- 深海之家 PH 2.0 Psychodynamic Programme — Lecturer: Sexuality & Gender; Self Psychology Technique (2024–present)
- Freie Universität Berlin — Guest Lecturer, "Gender, Queerness and Culture in China and Latin America" Seminar (2026)
- Chicago Psychoanalytic Institute, PEP Programme — Guest Lecturer, Self Psychology (2025)
- ICPLA Psychoanalytic Training Programme — Interviewer/Admissions (2024–present)
Service
- APsaA President's Commission on Artificial Intelligence — Member (2025–present)
- APsaA Committee on Gender and Sexuality — Member (2025–present)
- ICPLA Ad Hoc Committee for Diversity — Member (2025–present)
- Psychoanalysis, Self and Context — Peer Reviewer (2025–present)
- Psychoanalysis and Psychotherapy in China — Editorial Board Member (2026–present)
Public Engagement
- 何苦开心 — WeChat public account; psychoanalytic writing for Chinese-speaking audiences (20K+ readers)
- 博雅精神分析 — Subscription-based psychoanalytic education platform (300+ paid members)
- Chinese Psychoanalytic Scene (CPS) — Substack publication in English (850+ subscribers)
- Published columnist — The Paper (澎湃新闻) and Initium Media (端传媒); psychoanalytic perspectives on games and culture
- ROOM Podcast — Interview: "Gaming, Analysis and Identity in the Age of AI"
Last updated: July 2026