Experience
works / 体验 meeting the inner life sideways
sound · fiction · games · software · print · visual

Where the work stops being words.

When language runs out, there are other ways in — a book you read by erasing it, a program for writing, a quarterly you can hold. Not a resume of what I've made: what you can experience here.

Spotify · music Music
01music · sound

Music on Spotify · artist & albums

An artist page and several albums on Spotify. Sound is the way in that least passes through language — it doesn't explain or argue, it lands directly on the body. The inner states that won't go into words, handed over to sound.

Listen on Spotify artist page · albums
PDF · quarterly Quarterly
02print · magazine

Psychonautic Quarterly 何苦开心季刊

A PDF magazine, one issue a season. It gathers a stretch of writing, reading and thinking into something you can leaf through slowly — the flowing feed of the practice, settled into an object you can keep at hand.

Read / download PDF · quarterly
App · writing
03software · interactive

Palimpsest a psychoanalytic vibe coder

A program for writing, and an experiment: you write by erasing — old phrases leave their trace, the new ones layer over them. Here writing isn't output, it's a way of digging inward. The build is documented on Substack.

novel QPHU
04literature · long-form

QPHU a novel

A novel. It puts a psychoanalytic eye inside fiction — a character's inner life becomes the real terrain of the story. You don't need theory to read it, only a willingness to go inside the people on the page.

Read serialized / single volume
Substack · serialized Negotiating with My Ghost
05literature · short fiction

Negotiating with
My Ghost short fiction

A set of short stories in English, serialized on Substack. Negotiating with the ghost that's always there and never quite agrees — handing the hardest things in analysis over to fiction to say.

Read on Substack English · ongoing
itch.io · games Games
06games · interactive

Games & small playables on itch.io

A handful of small playable pieces, published on itch.io. Using the grammar of games to do an analytic thing — letting you bump into something about yourself in the middle of play.

Play on itch.io browser / download
visual · curation Women & Queer Psychoanalysts
07visual · curation

Women & Queer
Psychoanalysts 女性/酷儿精神分析师

People whose theory and fate grew together. A series of portrait cards — each one introduces a psychoanalyst you may never have heard of. Their bodies, their choices, their times. Bilingual, ongoing.

View the series portrait cards · ongoing
Gumroad · zine Zine
07visual · print

Visual zine on Gumroad

A small visual zine. Image before text — the inner states that don't sit easily in sentences, given directly through picture and layout. For sale on Gumroad.

Buy on Gumroad digital / print
Growing

What's still developing

Experiments, drafts, half-formed things.
Not a showcase — a process.

Friday Jam
Friday night free creation. Pure play. Sometimes something grows out of it.
Enough Today
A daily containment prototype. A small tool that helps you say "enough" at the end of the day. Still experimental.
Related
Devlog #1: Rebuilding a trans life game with a Monte Carlo simulator
Last year I made a prototype of a swipe-card game about being trans. The balance was broken. This weekend I rebuilt it with Claude and a Monte Carlo simulator.
Body Talks: 你的身体比你先知道 Your Body Knows Before You Do
你的身体,只有你知道。——所以我做了这个小工具。
Tier 2 · founding price ¥599/year

显影者 Developer

Everything in 博雅 (Tier 1), plus the creative process — art experiments, Friday Jam writings, work still developing in the darkroom. If you'd like to support what's growing here, this is the door.

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All of these are the same thing, written differently.

Sound, image, games, code, fiction — switching medium is a way of switching the door you go inward through. New work keeps growing.

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